I had moments of being so lost and confused.
I wondered if God was even listening.
Would He answer?
I began praying
fasting
searching
seeking
crying out
listening.
I heard only silence. And then came…
distractions
discouragement
doubt
confusion.
God reminded me to seek Him with my whole heart.
He was to have all of me.
Self had gotten in the way.
Idols in my heart.
Sin hidden.
Then came…
heartache
mourning
brokenness
surrender
forgiveness
Jesus.
I began the month in prayer.
I end the month at His feet.
This is where I want to stay…..
Sharon, this is a very moving post, which hits close to home. I too want to stay at his feet, but so often distractions and life pull me away. Of course, I do have a choice in that and need to come back to those feet!
ReplyDeleteSharon,
ReplyDeleteI absolutely love your gift of words. Your honesty, transparency, and heart continue to bless and inspire me.
Thank you!
Melissa xoxo
This is beautiful, Sharon! And the format speaks of my sometimes back-and-forth movement in my relationship with God.
ReplyDeleteJust beautiful.