I Wait For You

  I amlaura here waiting and I wonder if you have forgotten me.

Do you know how much I miss you? Do you even care? I miss the times that you wanted to connect with me. I miss the way we would sit for hours and share our hearts.

We would connect on a heart level and talk of deep things. You cared about my words and you wanted to hear them, to know them.

I will not beg, coerce or force you to come back to me. It pains my heart to do it, but I will let you go.

I will let you run after the things you believe are important. But remember it’s you I want not what you think you can do for me.

I will not make this time easy for you. It will be hard, harder than you can imagine. You will find yourself fighting battles and temptations apart from my strength or power.

It’s not that I do not not love you. I will always love you with an everlasting love, but I will not settle for only the parts you are willing to share with me. I want your whole life, your heart – all of it.

I am here waiting. I will wait as long as it take for you to return to me.

'For My people have forgotten Me, They burn incense to worthless gods And they have stumbled from their ways, From the ancient paths, To walk in bypaths, Not on a highway’ Jeremiah 18:15

"Yet even now," declares the LORD, "Return to Me with all your heart, And with fasting, weeping and mourning; Joel 2:12

Therefore the LORD longs to be gracious to you, And therefore He waits on high to have compassion on you. For the LORD is a God of justice ; How blessed are all those who long for Him. Isaiah 30:18

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