My child I love you, I know you do not fully understand the depths of my love. I love you enough to die for you. I love you enough to give you the most precious gift A gift you still do not understand. A gift called free choice.
My beloved child you are mine. I drew you unto myself years ago. You loved me, sought me and you desired to follow me. You were on a path that would lead to my wonderful purposes for you. Then, you looked away; you began to see what the world had to offer. It looked pleasing to you, and you choose to follow the lies of this world. Do you see how much I love you? I’ve given you free choice, even when it breaks my heart, even though it cost me the life of my Son. Do you understand how much His death cost Me? Now you are choosing your own way. You are not following hard after Me. My child do you not see the pain you cause? Do you not see the road of pain your choices will cost you?
My child I will wait for you. Now you are making choices that cause my heart to ache, For I long to have an intimate relationship with you again. But you can not have intimacy with me while you choose to follow another god. Someday you will stop running from Me, you will see your need of Me.
Do you understand that you do not walk alone in your sin? In every wrong choice, every sin you commit, I am there.
I chose you before the foundations of the world. I will not let you go. Yes I’ll let you have your free choice, but I will continue to work in you, For you are Mine! And one day when the world is done with you and you finally believe in the truth that you already know You will turn around to come home and I will be there with my open arms ready to receive you again.