The last few days I have felt as if I am just walking through the days not really sure what I am feeling.
This process of losing my brother is not a typical grieving process. It’s a long story. A sad story. A story to be told. Maybe some day.
I have sweet precious memories. Sad memories.
It’s been hard to explain my emotions, it’s been hard to process the thoughts that are twirling inside.
I sit looking at blank pages of my journal and there aren’t any words to write.
Everyone wants to know how I am. I am fine. Really. And yet I don’t know. I need time. I just need time.
Today it just hurts.
Then I heard this song and I thought yes…this is what I need today.
He is my strength today. He is everything I need. Jesus will carry me through this. He will help me find understanding, peace and He will help me find acceptance.