God ent those to me that gave the good news of God's love for ME. He sent those to me that would help heal my broken heart and help free me from my prison.
God has shown me HIS Grace and HE has destroyed my enemy of shame.God sent those in my life that would comfort me as I mourned what was lost and they would care for me.
God then took my ashes and turned them into beauty. He gave me a new name. And then God took the ruins of my life and made something new and wonderful.
I am left with a heart that loves my Lord, a heart that wants to serve Him, a heart that longs to do God's will. Not just God's will for His people but His will for ME!
And my soul wonders why would God want to do all this for me apart from His love for me? He has done this so that I can go into the world and do the same.
I am feeling that God has anointed me to share God's love and grace to the poor and heartbroken. He wants me to tell those in captivity to shame and sin that they can be free.
O how my heart longs to help women rebuild their lives, to know the love of Jesus. To know that His love can and does set them free. I want them to know that they are not unforgotten, unlovable, ruined, dirty, trash, forsaken, but God calls them "Oaks of Righteousness" and He wants to display HIS glory through them.
They need to know! Who will tell them?
I want these women to know that God can raise something new out of the wreckage of their lives, they CAN start over. I want to have the opportunity to share with them that God will take the rubble of their live and make it new.
Oh God my life is yours, use me as you will, show me what it is you are calling me to. Show me what it is that you desire for me. My heart grows restless and I wonder just what you are up to. Are you calling me to something new?